Fish

Thursday, 28 August 2008

TO ALL OF YOU SH*TC*NTS WHO BACKSTAB

why the fuck can u put so much time and EFFORT into a fucken relationship and get SHIT ALL IN RETURN.. oh wait thats a masssiveeeee azz LIE WHY do people get screwed over after doing so much???

do none of u understand???
.... do none of u really give a shit about the worth of a mother fucking "FRIEND" these days!

to all u ass holes out there who claim to be friends WITH ME OR WHOEVER ELSE IT IS ! why the fuck would u claim all this shit and title only to turn around back backstab the hell out of everyone!

MOTHER FOCKING PEOPLE JUST DONT GET IT DO THEY????

here i have been growing up the last 20 years growing up to be the most humble most respectable most wateva the fuck else so i could be good to those around me.. WHAT THE FREAK HAS THAT EVER DONE FOR ME??

From wen i was born to the way i am now, i have had people backstab me for sooo many fucking reasons it just beats the crap outta me as to WHY I EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THOSE SELECT FEW PEOPLE AROUND ME TO BE THE PEOPLE THEY ARE TO ME!!.. all you people who are apart of my past .. YOU ARE ALL FULL OF SO MUCH SHIT U FCUKEN BASTARDS! its not that i hate you, YOU ALL ARE FULL OF SHIT ! wateva the fuck did i ever do to any of u HUH?? SERSLY IF IM THAT NAIVE TO EVERYTHING TALK TO MY FACE AND TELL ME EXACTLY HOW IT IS U FUCKHEADS

im so sick and tired of all the shit happening again, closing up to what i was originally before seems like the proper path. RELY ON NO ONE BUT YOURSELF still stands strong within me, wait actually ITS THE ONLY THING THAT WILL STAND WITHIN me. FUCK FAMILY RELOZ, EVEN THOSE CUNTS BACKSTAB, LIE THEIR WAY THROUGH HELL TO GET THE SHIT THEY WANT

FUCK!

to BE APPRECIATED IS ALL THAT EVERYONE SHOULD EVER be asked for! NO expectations, NO games, NO fights, NO NAME CALLING, NO Low Calls! NO FUCKED UP MSGS OR REMINISCING OF THE PAST WHEN THE SITUATION DOESNT NEED IT.. U FUCKED BASTARDS WHY DO CONSTANTLY DO IT??

i have been disappointed so many fucking times so far, i duno why i even bother! PERSEVERANCE?? THATS FUCKING ME UP RIGHT NOW

IM ONLY LOOKING FOR THOSE THAT CAN APPRECIATE, IVE COME ACROSS A FEW LATELY AND THEY ARE GODLIKE TO ME

AS FOR THE REST, TO THE PAST AND INTO THE PAST YOU WILL STAY U MOFOS, CHANCES? WATEVA THE FUCK IS THAT NO ONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE IF THEY HAVE FUCKED U OVER .. fucked that TRUST YOU ONCE HAD

who the hell do i trust, this blog is the only place i feel 110% comfortable, people have their issues they dont need mine but im there to listen to them? HOW FUCKED IS THAT???? EVEN WEN IT COMES TO LISTENING ID RATHER HEAR THEM THEN TALK ABOUT EM??? WHERE THE JUSTICE IN THAT HUH? mofos dont know how to keep a GOOD MAN SANE!

wat to do wat to do huh I KNOW!!!!!! im gona hold back on giving ANY BREATHING THING THE POWER TO SHIT STIR ME THE WAY I AM RIGHT NOW

SO THE MUTHERFUCKING EX JUST THREATENED ME WITH A TEXT AMONGST THE GAZZILLION SHE HAD ALREADY????

THE FUCKING RETARD- "CAREFUL WIT HOW U TREAT ME COZ WEN MY BOYS READ UR MSGS THEY WILL LITERALLY GO TO UR HOUSE"

ME - "FUCK OFF"

THE FUCKING RETARD - "Lol you asked for it"

so now my question is

WHO WILL BACK ME IF SHIT DOES GO DOWN? haha U KNOW WAT I RECKON NO ONE FUCKING GIVES A RATS ASS coz all u shit cunts ONLY EVA COME TO ME WEN U WANT SHIT... THATS RIGHT WEN U ONLY WANT SHIT. u CALL ME A FRIEND? I CALL U A FUCKING USER !

NO ON WILL COME TO AID ME IF SHIT GOES DOWN

i really dont know who my real friends are


.... thats the most cutting thing ive come to realise in this blog

ouch...

C

4 comments:

Cee said...

talk about release.
do u feel better?
=(

Chiapoco said...

(2 nights later) yeah i actually do lol

Anonymous said...

ur 2 stubborn
u shld learn 2 empathise with ppl + accept ur own faults as part of da reason u 'hav no1'
its hard
but if u r as good as u think u r...

Chiapoco said...

mr anonymous

cant help but think that ur the ex that i mentioned in the blog coz thats wat she would say..

soo mr anon is who exactly ?

im one of the most stubborn people u will meet, and its there for many reasons.. and no.. i neva said i was good, i only try to be !