Dance, Music & Love

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Dance when you feel down, when you're in love, when you're outta love. Feeling betrayed, or feeling appreciated. Dance is the key to unlocking and manifesting into physical the fine audible stimulants our ears are blessed to witness on a daily basis.

Track inspiring the words of this post belongs to a Free The Beatz Compilation - Granular Ambience

Dance is the release, the build up of tension. An indicator of self acceptance. A medium to portray ones true self. Dance is limited by the imagination of the mind, body and people surrounding you - it'll take you to a place beyond every idea you have of the world, if only you would let it take you there. Dance entices people to become addicted to an artform that brings you to a euphoric sense of being. Tis' the pure and heightened sense of knowing that anything is possible... no that's not quite right.... Tis' the pure and heightened sense of knowing that anything you can conjure up can be made to be possible. Be an open mind. An open book. Be empowered to create and recreate moments that uplift your soul.

Music is the door, dance the key - towards into a room full of love and endless possibility.

Love for dance can be likened to that for the love you have for another human being. It's the same euphoria you find your mental state wallowing in. The absence of doubt and regret, the multi-tier levels of emotion amalgamated into one pot of positive and negatives - aka positivity at it's greatest coupled closely with that of despair and helplessness. Even the most mentally adept are unable to fully escape the downturn moments in life but same same people should always look to move forward.

Love - to like it or be in it. Which is which?

Often hard to distinguish between as outlined above, they both take you back and into a place where nothing matters and everything is positive. Even the negatives are invalid points. Everything is fair game.

Being in like revolves mainly around the thoughts of infatuation, superficial, temporary comfort, pleasure and fun. It never lasts however. This is a place where people get hurt in exchange for a temporary moment in time - a phase if you will of "genuwine happiness". I guess the question is however, do you enter this knowing that it won't last or blindly enter and hope it evolves into something real? I know where I'm at and for those that know me. I'd say fuck it and take the risk. Anything is possible as is the theme of this post. Possibility. Being in like is the most common experience I've noticed amongst couples and there is no predefined length of time to discreetly tell that apart from being apart. It all ends the same. However the worst type of "love:" I've witnessed even a very close friend of mine is the love that is bound to the word "comfort" aka couples who latch onto one another not because it makes them a better person but because they have a desperate need to be with someone for the sake of it. To be comfortable knowing that they are wanted not because they are a better person because of it. That is absolute horse shit and sets out to ruin many relationships. The most artificial and fabricated sort of love is the one you create for yourself to legitimise the fucked up insecurity that one has. Taking this one with a grain of salt.

On the flipside the only type of love that there should be is the one where you are truly into it. Mind, body and soul. Where you accept you're partner for all that they are good, bad and everything they have to offer you. I'm a firm believe of dating someone that supplements what you have rather than complimenting what you already do. As in - being with somebody that has something new to offer your life, to make you a more well rounded person rather than taking on the crap you are already familiar and comfortable with. Can't judge too much on this though, as long as it makes you a better and more positive person. Unfortunately for this good mate of mine though he's fucked and has been since he has met this person.

Fast forwarding my own story from  what was just over a year ago now since my longest term relationship I've once again found myself back on the boat of independence and freedom until of late. Met a lass, exchanged some initial good vibes and interest and now I'm here half hanging onto something that seems to have ended before it has even established. I have lost many minutes worth of sleep over the last week now, so I know for a fact I genuinely am interested in this person - Portuguese - very different to the type I normally go for but she's a kick ass person overall. Pray she never finds this blogspot cause that would be some embarrassing shit. I've met several women in the last year and each and every one has been casual for me, making that a very deliberate point to make in every situation. Every time however they tried to wife me which unfortunately led to the end of each of those chapters. For the first time in a long while I've taken a very different approach with this lass. We spoke, we had breakfast we hung out, many many times before I even tried for that first kiss. May have been late in the night, people tired as hell - but that first time was more satisfying then any casual relationship - it was great. However, the vibes when we don't see each other is completely the opposite. For starters, for a lady that's on her phone 24/7 I don't get nearly the amount of conversation I used to get with her the first few times we met. Was that the honeymoon phase? already over? haha that's fucked up. Only some couple of weeks later I'm here wondering why the vibes are all over the shop, hot/cold etc. That's left me hanging onto the thought. "What the fuck just happened?" I give excellent advice to people that need it and I know the Chris in this situation would have already told the person to ditch it and leave. All the red flags are there. Ah well it's one son of a catch 22 and I intend on riding it out. Just last night, I had the chance to briefly talk to her about it - or to be more specific to bring up the subject cause then she had to jet some 3o seconds later.
"I'm confused"

"Everything is all up in my face"

The only key phrases that came of it.

ba bowwwww - gg

I've asked for her to have a proper chat with me to clear the air and sort where we're at with each other. While I secretly hope we'll be an item I know where this is going. Infact, what I'm really waiting for are those golden words. "It's not going to happen"

haha dayum. That's some pretty deep shit. Unfortunately to my initial rant about dance, this isn't one of those places I want to lull around in. Reminds me of my poor 19 year old self trying desperately to figure out how to get out of a situation and that was some pretty poor effort.

Hopefully the track is still playing, otherwise play it again.

Peace

Chiapoco

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