woke up today at round 1pm thinking 'what the hell am i still doin in bed'... 1pm for goodness sake ive wasted half my day already? oh well duno about the rest of you out there... but remember those occasions on your way back home from an all nighter.. where you're tryna race back home before the sun rises but fail anyway? yeah thats the seedy feeling i felt when i woke up..
..... any way .....
my lil drama waking up kind of set the mood for the rest of the day... it just felt odd ? to avoid being so vague ill try and explain... (i guess my days have been quiet similiar as of late)
my mind hasnt been all there lately, and no i cant blame my never-ending activites 7 days a week. its somethin' more.. im not as focused, not as aware, not as alert ......
....... not as bothered as motivated to get shit done as i usually am... heck i wasnt even up for clubbing because i was tired??? ... thats a first !!! and here i am always going on about how i take every opportunity to dance whenever it presents itself... hm even good ol nicole cadizzzzz could tell at work tonight i havent been all myself lately... im right... shes right..*shrugs*
actually i have a pretty good idea of what it could be but not sure if nows a good time to be venting about it in such a (not-so) public place.
.... but heres a thought for everyone
>>> put yourself out on a limb, risk yourself, risk your conscience, dont listen to anyone, do what you feel inside, fuck controversy...... let yourself hope and hang amidst IMPOSSIBLE odds and situations for a *potential* ideal ending
want a scenario?
Guy fallin' for girl, girl is already taken
end of entry
C
ending song for the night: Joe I Wanna Know
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put yourself out on a limb, risk yourself, risk your conscience, dont listen to anyone, do what you feel inside, fuck controversy...... let yourself hope and hang amidst IMPOSSIBLE odds and situations for a *potential* ideal ending
that is deepppp.
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