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Saturday, 16 October 2010

Dedication

Click the link, start reading the moment the song starts playing.. delay and you might not keep up ;) -> Play Me Now

This blog post be dedicated to all the real women out there who at times feel lost and confused about what they are.. what they should do.. why things the way they be.. confusing and greatly disheartening at times when your always surrounded by fake asses, however I'm telling you your fine the way you are ...It's all good
                                      
now to kick it off...

                                                                   .... ready? go!

The look in your eyes, the way your hair falls naturally by your side ...too dope

You don't need your nails done, hair did or worry bout your face when you wake up & roll over to see your guy ...He be loving exactly the way you are.

Don't compare yourself to mags, models or even friends ya'll are fine, ya'll are a unique beauty ...That's all you have to know. Real Talk

..chyeah

Good girls, bad girls - we know you can't take compliments. Real men will always try ...The good guys
Shame you don't see what we can see ...It just makes us want to try even harder to make you understand


Don't ask how good looking you are cause ...you ain't good looking cause that's a stupid word ...your gorgeous


...Dayum

Vanity, pessimism, shallowness, & jealousy ...Waste
Appreciation, hope, confidence, independence, raw and honest ...Qualities

At the end of the day we don't wana change anything ...Cause you hella fine just the way you are
 ...Boom... sit back, relax and chill


Smile when your happy and infect that energy with those around you ...you'll move mountains. The type of person that the world would stop a min for and stare - then follow in suit.
Dance, laugh and absorb everything positive around you ...turn negatives into positives or into something amazing. Cause you can..

keeping up?


Your lips, those lips, our lips ... should I say anymore than that?

Laugh. With humour comes everything, it is hella sexy ...it's true


You females got no idea how beautiful inside and outside you actually are ...and again just remember the good guys are here to remind you once more

. Expect simple
.. Think spontaneous
... Have an open mind
.... Don't change
..... Once you find perfect what else is there to look forward to?
...... Wish for imperfection
..... Impossible is infact achievable
.... The unrealistic can work
... You can do whatever you want
.. Appreciate what you have 
. Endless opportunities with sheer willpower and courage


When the right man is there infront of you, infront of your face, hugs you firmly, holds your hand gently and looks at you passionately. No matter what the circumstance ...Think perhaps you might have something amazing. Fight without regret

All this just being just the way you are and accepting it ...mega dope

Smile in times of difficulty not cause you are hurt but because you have courage ...strength

Spread the positive attitude to those needing a breath of fresh mental air ...Inspire

You are amazing just the way you are and you deserve to know ...all smiles =)

 The way you are... these words be the realest, the type of words people generations down the track need to learn the real value of. Don't trip, don't get caught up in fake hype, always have an open mind and learn who's there for you holistically and not just for an aspect of you... most important of all, appreciate and respect those that have influenced your life in some way, shape or form.
So, by this stage the outro of the track should be playing.. without the heavy beats and synthesised sounds to distract you. Now listen. Listen to the last few words and ponder.


peace,

Chiapoco

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

Hahahaha

signing on at 10:00pm

Figured this blog is perfect for those emo rants and your about to witness one right now mr blogspot. All other trivial dont-really-care stuff is at chiapoco.tumblr.com if you're into that stuff.... CHYEAHPOCO is where the real deep shit is at.

Topic of this evening..............................
Women <= ahuh

Why?

...Why not?

...... Why can I?

...........Why can't I?

.... Why do I?

Why should I...

"I'm no playa... I just get caught up a lot."- this is reallllll talk. lol real real talk..

Even if I know I have every means of overcoming it. I've got the friends, the personality trait and every other capability to get over it. The getting caught up and being undecided thing that is. I'm almost as bad as my female counterparts. HAH! Tonight though the issue isn't that.

Fuck

Everytime I close my eyes at night and reflect on the days and weeks gone by I'm never truly satisfied when it comes to the aspect of 'getting socially involved' with the opposite sex. You females stir me to no end.. I've sacrificed very important things to me, re routed the way I interact and have adopted what I thought was a natural persona that suits the phase and transition that I'm forever finding myself in.

... I still have life by the balls though, so this isn't a breakdown post.. more like that next extra step you take between leaps... I digress (love that word)

so whats the issue at hand?

Women. When I'm taken I'm not fully happy AND its just the same as when I am single no matter how 'active' I may seem to be. Just don't get why. sigh duck...


I let The Great White Buffalo go thinking that was the right step.. maybe it was, maybe it wasnt - haven't quite decided yet.. still I let an amazing person go. It wont ever be the same.

Compared to your average joe my single life has taken a turn and become a lot more interesting. Doing my single thing yet Im not quite sure why I still think back to the campanionship / holding down I had in the past. Hmm perhaps this obvious theory might shed some light?...
.... Peoples views/values/morals on relationships differ and are shaped accordingly based on the type of experience they've had in the past... the same attitude that'll probably be reflected throughout the rest of their day-to-day lives no matter how much they try to change things... nothing like a first time right?

I on the other hand have had a taste of both... short and long, meaningless and too overwhelming feeling of being comfortable... perhaps my experience has just messed around with me 'position' in all this and stuck me on a fence?.. meh like a real libran should I suppose. Can't have both the benefits of a taken or single life, gotta be one or the other -> Foor For Thought

So I mentioned this to Mr Reyes recently that I should stop trying so hard and to just "back up, relax" and chill...maybe I should really consider it cause come reflection time the amount of energy sapped into this part of my life is quite significant.. there are so many other things and ambitions I could be investing into aka N2S


You know what. The emoness just ran dry in this blog. Fuck It.

I GOT THIS BY THE BALLS

Saturday, 9 October 2010

Waddup!

3 months or so into work i've finally started my on call shifts. Meaning from friday nigh 7pm till monday morning 7am ill be on call and be called into work at any time!

kinda sux balls

On another note, as I see all these uni students and non full timers rockin it out, travelling the world and having fun where i cant it kinda makes me realise how much full time shift work can really takes its toll - life is so regimented and routine that it sucks coz im a fairly spontaneous dude! ahhhh

Paramedics Vs Medicine ...thats where my headspace is at the mo!

other news, I've met some hella dope people round town, seen people who have been long since broken up get back together (marioonneee! LOL) and vice versa too.. kinda sad to see.

ZZ or Zig Zag Cru/Creative Identity is probably the highlight of my last 6months or so . those dudes be the funniest out! too bad they so far out west coz i cant really chill wit em, especially on them weeknights.. ah well

On with the grind

peace.
Chiapoco

Tuesday, 5 October 2010

Tell you guys a secret

Doesn't matter how good a dancer myself or others think I am.

A girl that can counter that energy right back will have me on my knees.

Ahh Real talk!

Boom
Chiapoco