so much shit... to talk about that i can't really be bothered expanding on
- n2s jams
- gigs
- starting work fulltime
- blackberry bold
- wardrobe
- wolverine movie
- gynaecology operations... the fibro type
- breakups/depression or not
- Manny Pacquiao
- Linny... how things ended between us was a shit as it could get relative to US.. it took me a weeks worth of thinking to realise how fucked up everything was on that weekend because of me... fuck i gota stop acting as though past shit means anything now and push it to the side, i ended up screwing our relationship over because of it. Longetivity is what came to mind at the start of everything and its still what comes to mind now - however theres always a "but" in there... and i hope we get to talk properly about it all. I tried calling you today to see how you were but you didn't pick up... i promise i'll be calling you every sunday once a week until you do.hmm. If you're reading this blog then know this... gad damn do i miss you-
